Finally , I hv "killed" 4 subjects.
It can't say that I did bad ,actually I think I have done a pretty good job.
However, only can reach my own goal is not enough.
I hate being nervous but I can't help.
Take Geography exam for example , I think I can at least get 100 marks ( total marks is 119) . It is a good marks , but how if 100 is much lower than others?!
I keep thinking of this questions. With no doubt , this questions or this kind of unease pushes me to do better.
Though I really really dont wanna compre with others , the only thing makes you get the recommendation is our marks . It makes me sick!!!
no matter how hard I try , it seems like my goal is still so far-away that I will never reach.
I am collasped.
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